It’s all business to you

two women laying on bed

And I wouldn’t have it any other way.

The trembling knock on my door,
the accidental kiss
and the accidental hotel sex that followed,
how you accidentally took my hand and said
you were sorry

I’m now painting your hands on bullets,
polishing the trigger
(it is not her you love, is it?)
I’ve gathered all these fantasies
like pimples of my cheeks
I’m so much bigger
than my adoration for you
thrown glances
from behind a desk

yes I might be
eternally the student
the manic in the crowd
throwing obscenities at the judge

but the price wasn’t you
And we both know
who won.

So anyway,
how are you?

 

 

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